Louise,

That's it, I'm putting your story on my web page and on face book.  Just going to edit, copy and paste your e-mails.  This is going to give so many people hope. 

Love ya
Fran

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fran,

fine by me. I know God created the earth in 7 days. Look at what he has done to me in 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Louise Vaughn

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Tuesday March 26, 2013

Sunday night, while Rusty and Cody had run over to Cody's to get his clothes and class-work, a show came on after a funny show we were all watching together..
 
After they left, and the next show came on, it was the "New Bates Motel"., and I didn't know what it was. Being very unprepared for what happened on that show, never having seen the original movie, the woman got raped, ON T.V.and it was over in 1 or 2 minutes, as I sat here shocked beyond belief that this stuff was allowed on t.v., and all the memories came back, very vividly..

I was shaking, and I somehow got myself out of here and went in the garage to hide. 1 to 2 minutes later, the garage door opens and Rusty and Cody spot me. I  thought for sure it was time to pack a bag and head straight to the Mental Facility. I thought maybe I could make it till morning, just thinking about what was about to happen to me....could I stand? could I walk? could I talk?


 
IT WAS AT THAT MOMENT, WITH RUSTY STANDING THERE, OUT LOUD, that I asked Jesus Christ, My Lord and Savoir, to please take away all the pain from what has happened to me in my life, and to allow me the grace to forgive EVERYONE that has hurt me.

IT WORKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

I actually FEEL, for the first time since I was 6 years old. I feel love, like I have never felt it before. I now am ABLE TO LOVE BACK, like I could before I was 6. MY SMILE IS HUGE, MY LAUGHTER IS LOUD. My voice is strong. I am strong. I am stronger that I ever remember being. I FEEL WONDERFUL.
 

I never knew how large Rusty's front teeth were, as he always smiles, but now smiling so much bigger, I know that is an odd thing to say, but everything is different. Yesterday, I had to go take a 3 hour nap, from being exhausted over being so happy AND so FREE. It just literally wore me out, but a good wearing out, lol.  This is a huge miracle in my life.

 
I also prayed for God to heal me physically. I want to be able to get off most of these meds....we fill 25 per month for me only.  I felt so much better when I woke Monday morning.

When I woke at 5, I woke Rusty up long enough to tell him that I was still ok and doing great. It wasn't a dream. It really happened. I feel mentally well. Long time coming on that.  My mind is on a completely different track. I guess it was just the perfect timing. Watching the rape on t.v., (they are going to hear from me about that). I think God offered me the choice at that perfect moment. 
 

I want to be able to witness to people like you do.  God put you in our lives for a reason. Now, we know why.
 
Even Cody is smiling and cutting up. He was sick as a dog when he got here, and I was determined not to baby a 20 and 1/2 yr. old, and Saturday and Sunday,  I didn't. Monday I babied him the entire time. Taking his temp, b/p, dosing out his meds, you name it. I did it because I want to.

He isn't accustomed to this kind of treatment, and seeing our smiles so big and wide. He might never go home. I prefer to keep him, lol. Yes, this is Louise. This is the new and improved Louise Vaughn, through our Almighty Lord.
 

I am eating and actually keeping it down. Miracle #2. I am not going to have to go on a feeding tube this Friday, as scheduled. Last night, I ate an entire huge can of Potato Soup and then drained the bowl clean. Rusty and Cody looked at me and laughed so hard, since I normally have 2 or 3 bites, then I asked what else I could eat, lol.
 
I do have to go to the ENT surgeon Thursday, as my primary wants me to have the nasal cavity clean out surgery. Who knows...maybe that will be well by Thursday.
 
I love you, I love everyone. God is so good.
 
PRAISE THE LORD
 
Louise Vaughn

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Wednesday March 27, 2013

Please thank everyone that has been praying for me. I didn't know or think that I was on the prayer list... guess I didn't think very hard (knowing you, ha ha), so thank you, once again, for doing that for me.
 
I would like to put my sister's on the prayer list..... Jennifer and Stephanie. You already know what to ask for. I  should include my brother Jim as well, and my Grandpa Clyde.

My Grandpa is having severe trouble with his eyes, and has to get shots (yikes) in them every 6 weeks, and also is diabetic, having to take insulin at near 95. I wish he would live to be at least 100, for he is a good, kind man.

Both my sisters are active in their churches, but pray for them to know Christianity. They too, can have a good life. Money, does NOT buy everything.
 

F.y.i., I ate all day yesterday. Granola bars, fiber bars, an actual BANANA, more soup, 1/2 sandwich. My stomach is not knowing what is going on, lol... My stomach has not yet caught up with my brain. I have become hungry all the time. Good thing I kept all the 6's and 8's, cause I might just get back up there again. I am calling today to cancel my appointment for the feeding tube. I no longer need it. I CAN EAT.
 
Fran, I think as well, I am going to cancel the ENT appointment, after I call and talk to my primary care Dr. today. Is this miracle #3? I have been awake for near an hour, and have not needed any of the 6 sinus rx's that I normally take first thing after waking..  I feel like all my sinus issues are gone.  

Oh, oh, I didn't even take a xanax yesterday, or the day before....haven't had one since Sunday during the day.

My Dear Lord, why did I not know you worked this quickly? As I go around, laughing and smiling so big, my Dear Lord seems to be taking everything from me just as quickly, just making it just unimaginable. I just keep praying, and things just keep happening. It certainly helps to know I have a whole lot of people praying for me, due to your request.
 

I decided when I saw your letter of mine when I woke, that you sent out as a praise report, I sent to my Grandpa. Now, if he does email it to my sisters, they will send Satan knocking on my door, and I refuse to answer. I Have had enough of that sick creature.
 
I am going no where but UP. The birds are chirping louder, the sky is bigger, and we even had a full moon last night.
 
Love you, and thank you tons, 
 
Louise Vaughn

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Wednesday March 27, 2013

I am absolutely stunned. I  went to the garage with Rusty to have one of those cigarettes that I am supposed to have at least 5 per day per my shrink.
 
My latest Miracle since Sunday, number 4, is that when I did go out there, I smelled cigarette smoke, and it was the worst smell I have ever smelled. This occurred from the first miracle of today not needing to use my 6 sinus medications, and now I smell. I have never in my life been able to smell cigarette smoke, and had no idea just how bad it smelled. Rusty is on his way to buy water vapor pretend cigarettes in helping me to stop completely. They have no smell, no tar, no chemicals, just nicotine.
 
I have so many prayers coming my way I am having a hard time keeping up, lol., and this is only Wednesday, lol.
 
I just called in my meds for the month, and my poor pharmacist said: Are you positive this is all you want? I  called in 6.      S-I-X,        Not 25.                          PRAISE THE LORD AGAIN.
 
Every day is a new challenge right now. I am not accustomed to having all of this bestowed on me so quickly. The Holy Spirit is flowing so rampant through me, it is just amazing. i FEEL I could go run a 5k marathon right now, without a break. 
 
I feel like a millionaire without the actual money. I have hit the biggest jackpot I know of.
 
Stay tuned.....
 
Love you
Louise